I’m so bored.

There are so many things I want to do.

I want to make myself go to the gym. I have three weeks until my next doctor’s appointment. If I can make myself get to the gym at 5:15am Monday through Thursday, then I will be awesome. I still want to ask if I can get on Mounjaro only because I know it could and would help me with regaining my energy, and obviously keep my A1C down to respectable levels, and lose weight. I don’t wanna be skinny, I just want to be healthy. I’m like 330 right now, and I’m short, so I look like a damn rotund tomato. Plus, with the energy that I can see it bringing me, I can do a lot of weightlifting, tone my muscles, and take some collagen pills to tighten my skin. Like I have a plan! I’m mainly scared of losing weight because of saggy skin. I don’t want that shit at all. My best friend is dealing with that now and may need surgery soon. Plus, I want to feel great. I’m already not finishing my food like I should because of the Metformin, like I can’t finish shit!

But yeah, the plan to end boredom. Sunday, I want to TRY and clean my room again, at least to where everything is in a bag or container. Change my bedding, wash stuff, pack for the gym for Monday morning. Monday, get up at 4:30am to be at the gym for 5am and work out until 6:30ish? Wash up and head to work at 7am to be there for at least 7:45am. Gonna see if this happens.

Wish me luck!

I need to get further in Skyrim because I start quests and then restart the game, because I wanted to download something, and I have to make a new game. I need to wishlist the Sonic Crossworlds game on Steam. I need to start using my TickTick app for to-do lists again before my premium plan expires lol. I need to play Oblivion again, and the same with Morrowind. I need to get back into the Sims. I have all four of them now, and it’s just a matter of playing. Play those racing games that he who shall not be thought about brought me. Play Guild Wars 2 again for the upcoming expansion pack. Play Dragon Age again which would be great because I do miss it! I need a new gaming PC so I really need to start food planing and stop spending money on crap that I don’t need, like buying food. I could save as much as I can to buy all the parts and put them together. Buy a docking station too, well…I probably wont need that for the PC but for my MacBook I can use it.

And regarding the food planning, I need to start making healthy meals and storing them. It’s just that we don’t have central AC so cooking a lot and often is hell right now. So what I’m thinking is that I pick some simple vegetables like spinach and kale for green things, chicken and fish, for meat, fruit for sweets, rice and whole grain pasta for starch. I could buy that kale salad from Sam’s Club because everything is there and it’s actually good. If I want meat, get a rotisserie chicken to add to it. Actually, that’s a smart idea. I might do this. And just get a fruit bowl. That’s smart. I just came up with a week’s worth of food 😂. The reason why I’m doing it that way is because I wouldn’t get the salad dressing part right, and Sam’s already has it in the kale salad.

Anyways, Sunday has come and gone, and I managed to clean the bathroom, wash clothes, and wash my hair.

I think I did swell.