For a few days now, I have sat back, analyzing, thinking, and pontificating over the last ten to twelve years, and I realize how lonely I am. I have always been lonely. Never having someone there to comfort me, think about me, or see about me. I feel like I have always had others on [...]
Author: Laiari Blackadder
Self-study And Other Things
It's June. I plan to force myself to study CompTIA again before I reapply back into school. I like to think I have my mental health, meds mainly, together, so that area should be handled. I'm more concerned about work than anything. It's summer at the library, and that means all hands on deck. God [...]
He Can’t Comprehend His Saturn Return
So we texted last night, and I purposely sent him screenshots from Twitter of how I think of him. Tweets depicting how he needs to stop thinking and start doing. Tweets of people talking about trauma bonding, love bombing, and abuse. Tweets of late 20-somethings going through their Saturn returns and how you need to [...]
The Kids Are Not Alright | A Temporary Change of Soul
Today at work, the children got out of school for the summer. One of the girls, a group rather, took it upon themselves to assault our Library manager. Can you imagine teens fighting a civil servant, a government employee? Ruining your life because you wanted to be billy bad ass? A FELONY? I was so [...]
The Woes of Vacation
Never take a vacation from your stressful job. You will only come back yearning for the day you can quit and find a better job. One that pays high. High enough for you to pay rent or mortgage and handle your bills with money left over to spend and save. Insurance, great enough to take [...]
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