It is hard for me to let something or someone go. I am a Taurus after all. I like to hold on to the thought of things becoming better, becoming good. When the truth is in my face, I squirm, trying to find ways to deny the raging current in front of me. Change. I [...]
DeepThoughts
August
My bad, everyone. I'm sorry for not being online as much. Life has been lifeing. I have been between days, half asleep, half awake. Tired, exhausted even. I've been stressed about life. I have been dealing with domestic violence via mental illness from my family. A death in the family, well, an extended family. It's [...]
Something’s Got To Give
I'm legit tired of my damn job. I'm ready to move on to something quieter, with less public access, more money, better benefits, and a functional, good team. Why is it so hard? Not to mention, I need something that's easy on my disability. I'm tired of incompetent coworkers and managers. I just want something [...]
Dragonblood and the Akaviri Bladesman
Finally! A post about my fic 😂 So, for those of you who don't follow my Tumblr, I am writing a Skyrim fanfic of my two characters, an Altmer ex-Thalmor turned vampire named Taylani Valtoris, and my Redguard adventurer and relic hunter mercenary named Nalani Shariq (random spoiler, that name is also the birthname of [...]
I’m BORED
I'm so bored. There are so many things I want to do. I want to make myself go to the gym. I have three weeks until my next doctor's appointment. If I can make myself get to the gym at 5:15am Monday through Thursday, then I will be awesome. I still want to ask if [...]
Laiari Blackadder 