Is it through sickness? Mental Illness, Physical Pain? I wonder. So you all know about my whole situation with my "friend," right? Well, I am noticing some rather concerning changes within him. As I stated before, he is in his Saturn return, and he's really going through it. Now he's having mobility issues. His mental [...]
Tag: Deepthoughts
I Prayed Last Night
I asked God and the Archangels to remove him and her from my life. This has gone too far. Way too far. I'm losing sleep over the Situation. I thought I was getting over it, but I wasn't. Grief, trauma, and pain take a very long time to work through. I keep thinking about how [...]
I Couldn’t Sleep Last Night
I took my vitamins, and I swear one of them had B12 in it, so I was tossing and turning all night. I found that I was dreaming, and in that dream, I finally told them off. I finally broke away from my trauma. It was glorious. It was a strong feeling. My heart kept [...]
The Bug Is Back To Bite
For a few days now, I have sat back, analyzing, thinking, and pontificating over the last ten to twelve years, and I realize how lonely I am. I have always been lonely. Never having someone there to comfort me, think about me, or see about me. I feel like I have always had others on [...]
He Can’t Comprehend His Saturn Return
So we texted last night, and I purposely sent him screenshots from Twitter of how I think of him. Tweets depicting how he needs to stop thinking and start doing. Tweets of people talking about trauma bonding, love bombing, and abuse. Tweets of late 20-somethings going through their Saturn returns and how you need to [...]
Laiari Blackadder 