It is hard for me to let something or someone go. I am a Taurus after all. I like to hold on to the thought of things becoming better, becoming good. When the truth is in my face, I squirm, trying to find ways to deny the raging current in front of me. Change. I [...]
Tag: Deepthoughts
August
My bad, everyone. I'm sorry for not being online as much. Life has been lifeing. I have been between days, half asleep, half awake. Tired, exhausted even. I've been stressed about life. I have been dealing with domestic violence via mental illness from my family. A death in the family, well, an extended family. It's [...]
Something’s Got To Give
I'm legit tired of my damn job. I'm ready to move on to something quieter, with less public access, more money, better benefits, and a functional, good team. Why is it so hard? Not to mention, I need something that's easy on my disability. I'm tired of incompetent coworkers and managers. I just want something [...]
I’m BORED
I'm so bored. There are so many things I want to do. I want to make myself go to the gym. I have three weeks until my next doctor's appointment. If I can make myself get to the gym at 5:15am Monday through Thursday, then I will be awesome. I still want to ask if [...]
Bless The Young Girls
I feel sorry for the young girls in their 20s who also date men in their 20s. Neither age group is bright at all. I remember my 20s, granted, I was a sharp cookie, but very dull and didn't do much. Those born after 1995, God bless you, you all don't know what you're doing. [...]
Laiari Blackadder 