It is hard for me to let something or someone go. I am a Taurus after all. I like to hold on to the thought of things becoming better, becoming good. When the truth is in my face, I squirm, trying to find ways to deny the raging current in front of me. Change. I [...]
Tag: friendship
August
My bad, everyone. I'm sorry for not being online as much. Life has been lifeing. I have been between days, half asleep, half awake. Tired, exhausted even. I've been stressed about life. I have been dealing with domestic violence via mental illness from my family. A death in the family, well, an extended family. It's [...]
Karma Is Moving, But How?
Is it through sickness? Mental Illness, Physical Pain? I wonder. So you all know about my whole situation with my "friend," right? Well, I am noticing some rather concerning changes within him. As I stated before, he is in his Saturn return, and he's really going through it. Now he's having mobility issues. His mental [...]
And The Clouds Still Move
How does one move gracefully on the ground?Pacing side to side, waiting for the sun to rise.The grass, swaying back and forth.And the clouds still move. The puddles from the rain, sit there, waiting for the subtle ripples.A love affair of the earth and sky.We knew each other way back then.And the clouds still move. [...]
I Prayed Last Night
I asked God and the Archangels to remove him and her from my life. This has gone too far. Way too far. I'm losing sleep over the Situation. I thought I was getting over it, but I wasn't. Grief, trauma, and pain take a very long time to work through. I keep thinking about how [...]
Laiari Blackadder 