We’re bringing in 2026, I see. I, frankly, am over 2025. A terrible year for many people, including myself. However, I have learned so much about life and myself in general that I can carry over into the new year the lessons I have learned. I plan to, rather. I want to desperately get back [...]
Tag: Mental health
I Know Now Why I Left That Space In My Youth
I couldn't understand why posts on Sonic Twitter left me enraged and exhausted, but now I know. As an older fandom adult with some sense, I am one who just wants to enjoy the fanart, the minor to moderate obsession with characters, fanfiction, and general fun discussions. I don't get that on Sonic Twitter. I [...]
The Art of Letting Go
It is hard for me to let something or someone go. I am a Taurus after all. I like to hold on to the thought of things becoming better, becoming good. When the truth is in my face, I squirm, trying to find ways to deny the raging current in front of me. Change. I [...]
August
My bad, everyone. I'm sorry for not being online as much. Life has been lifeing. I have been between days, half asleep, half awake. Tired, exhausted even. I've been stressed about life. I have been dealing with domestic violence via mental illness from my family. A death in the family, well, an extended family. It's [...]
Something’s Got To Give
I'm legit tired of my damn job. I'm ready to move on to something quieter, with less public access, more money, better benefits, and a functional, good team. Why is it so hard? Not to mention, I need something that's easy on my disability. I'm tired of incompetent coworkers and managers. I just want something [...]
Laiari Blackadder 